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Jun. 18th, 2021 01:00 pmSpent yesterday just kinda feeling like an asshole all day, first for kicking a porter (the only people in the entire department paid less than I am) out of the empty office in the back that used to be mine so I could eat lunch there instead of him, and then for not being able to call my grandmother while I was at work and only being able to leave a message for her at the end of the day on her birthday. I'm just so tired all the time, though.
CHOOSING TO FOCUS ON THE GOOD, FUCK IT.
My grandmother's moving day is growing ever closer, from the fourth floor of the hospital where she's lived for years to the fancy new facility across the street that they finally built after evicting all of the poor people and bulldozing their homes years ago! That makes it sound bad, but the world is a complicated place and we're all just doing our best in it!
Movie theater's still open. Not sure when the gloss of novelty on that one's going to wear off, but it hasn't happened yet!
COVID numbers are continuing to drop, back down to where we were even before last year's (minor in retrospect) climb, and it's nice to breathe a little easier again, even as we're very much in the stage where people who got sick during the MASSIVE spike are dying at a pretty alarming rate. See above, re: a complicated place!
A week and a half until I'm eligible to book my second dose! Still not sure which one to go for, though.
I went crazy and loaded up my YouTube subscriptions with channels for different wrestling promotions and found a good app for organizing them, so now I just have a constant stream of fresh content at my fingertips whenever I feel like I need to not think for a bit. There's so much wrestling happening, all of the time!
Chilly, rainy days mean I don't have to fight with my mom over the goddamn air conditioner keeping the house fucking frigid during the most beautiful days of the year. IT'S SUCH A WASTE OF A GODDAMN SEASON. I ONLY GET SO MANY SUMMERS IN THIS LIFE.
Tomorrow, the week will be halfway over! That one feels like a bit of a positivity stretch, admittedly.
Dynamite tonight! I will have to try and put myself down as soon as I get home so that I can get up at 3 in the morning to watch it before work, ugh. Breakfast foods and wrestling foods are completely different, damn it!
Still another hour left before lunch. Send help.
CHOOSING TO FOCUS ON THE GOOD, FUCK IT.
My grandmother's moving day is growing ever closer, from the fourth floor of the hospital where she's lived for years to the fancy new facility across the street that they finally built after evicting all of the poor people and bulldozing their homes years ago! That makes it sound bad, but the world is a complicated place and we're all just doing our best in it!
Movie theater's still open. Not sure when the gloss of novelty on that one's going to wear off, but it hasn't happened yet!
COVID numbers are continuing to drop, back down to where we were even before last year's (minor in retrospect) climb, and it's nice to breathe a little easier again, even as we're very much in the stage where people who got sick during the MASSIVE spike are dying at a pretty alarming rate. See above, re: a complicated place!
A week and a half until I'm eligible to book my second dose! Still not sure which one to go for, though.
I went crazy and loaded up my YouTube subscriptions with channels for different wrestling promotions and found a good app for organizing them, so now I just have a constant stream of fresh content at my fingertips whenever I feel like I need to not think for a bit. There's so much wrestling happening, all of the time!
Chilly, rainy days mean I don't have to fight with my mom over the goddamn air conditioner keeping the house fucking frigid during the most beautiful days of the year. IT'S SUCH A WASTE OF A GODDAMN SEASON. I ONLY GET SO MANY SUMMERS IN THIS LIFE.
Tomorrow, the week will be halfway over! That one feels like a bit of a positivity stretch, admittedly.
Dynamite tonight! I will have to try and put myself down as soon as I get home so that I can get up at 3 in the morning to watch it before work, ugh. Breakfast foods and wrestling foods are completely different, damn it!
Still another hour left before lunch. Send help.
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