[396] we can push forward, move on, or we can choose bitterness

Thanks for all the kind words, everyone, it really does help. Back to work. I'm doing okay, just very sad. My brother borrowed a mini excavator from work and drove it very slowly through the streets for 45 minutes (which is both very sweet and very funny of him) to dig a nice hole in the backyard for Bub, and then I spent the next three days obsessively cleaning to distract myself from things. This only partially worked, since a lot of the tasks were things like washing and putting away her bowls, clearing out the room her litter was kept in, etc., but I did manage to reorganize both my closet and bathroom, which is nice. Much better usages of space.

It was so weird getting up to go to work without her creepy glowing eyes staring at me under my bedroom door while she yelled at me to feed her.

( Album #396/1001: SAULT - Untitled (Black Is) )