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[072] Reprints
I really need to do my tags, some of them are getting old again, but I am really antsy lately and feeling generally invisible and trying to fight off an increasing sense of rejection, so hopefully sitting around with a book for a little while and maybe making something to eat will be enough to chillax me into the right frame of mind.
Speaking of getting things to eat in the middle of the night, the annoying habit of everyone in this house (myself included) of putting off everything until the last possible moment (we only took our Christmas Tree down about a week ago, okay) is getting really damn annoying. Currently, this means half the damn lights in the house are burnt out and nobody is getting around to putting in new ones. Getting to the kitchen at night is... an adventure, involving a lot of navigating corridors by touch, blindly making it to the fridge to open it, using the light from that to get the stove light on, it's so goddamn ridiculous. And yet, tonight I will do it all over again instead of just getting some fresh light bulbs, because I know myself and I... have problems with being an adult and buckling down and getting shit done. I've needed to do laundry for a week. FedEx is about to send someone over to break my kneecaps over twelve dollars because I can't get out of the house to go get a money order to send them. What the hell is my problem?
Woah, this got way more introspective than I intended it to, I just meant to talk about making perogies in the dark. Now that is a cause I can get behind.
ETA: Yeah, no, between fretting over an app and now freaking out because my Amazon packages that I have yet to receive were apparently said to be delivered almost a week ago, I am officially a total basket case over stupid things tonight. Distractions welcome, I am doing my best with trashy spy novels and old comics. Just... ugh, there are absolutely no good reasons for this to all be stressing me out as much as it is.
Speaking of getting things to eat in the middle of the night, the annoying habit of everyone in this house (myself included) of putting off everything until the last possible moment (we only took our Christmas Tree down about a week ago, okay) is getting really damn annoying. Currently, this means half the damn lights in the house are burnt out and nobody is getting around to putting in new ones. Getting to the kitchen at night is... an adventure, involving a lot of navigating corridors by touch, blindly making it to the fridge to open it, using the light from that to get the stove light on, it's so goddamn ridiculous. And yet, tonight I will do it all over again instead of just getting some fresh light bulbs, because I know myself and I... have problems with being an adult and buckling down and getting shit done. I've needed to do laundry for a week. FedEx is about to send someone over to break my kneecaps over twelve dollars because I can't get out of the house to go get a money order to send them. What the hell is my problem?
Woah, this got way more introspective than I intended it to, I just meant to talk about making perogies in the dark. Now that is a cause I can get behind.
ETA: Yeah, no, between fretting over an app and now freaking out because my Amazon packages that I have yet to receive were apparently said to be delivered almost a week ago, I am officially a total basket case over stupid things tonight. Distractions welcome, I am doing my best with trashy spy novels and old comics. Just... ugh, there are absolutely no good reasons for this to all be stressing me out as much as it is.
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It's a winter tree, Merr. WINTER IS COMING.
And you're not invisible ♥
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Thank you, darling. <333